Mental Virginity-Need of The Hour(Part-3)

Guy- You are looking cute.

Girl(smiling)- Thank you..

(Talking to herself- What did he see in me that made me look cute to him? Am I looking weird or is he just trying to impress me? Is he trying to hit on me? Is he looking at me or just at my ...........?

What is actually going on in his mind? These guys are always interested in physical aspects...

Cheepoo..)

Such is our GIRL SOCIETY!!
Instead of feeling happy that she just earned a vote of compliment, she is worried that what did he actually notice.
Now just think friends-

                                              Who needs mental virginity this time??

                  

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Sometimes you confront such events which make you think that do I actually having some wrong intentions. Am I actually a bad guy.

Few days back, I faced a similar situation. A friend told me that one of my colleagues thought that I am trying to hit on her, and surprisingly this happened when I was just trying to be friendly with her.

I was so shocked by this revelation that I actually wanted to just approach her and ask that why did she felt so. All types of absurd questions about my personality started rising up in my mind. I was completely dumbstruck for some time. I even asked a very close friend that do I have some serious issues?
Only when she assured me on this, I felt better.
Phewwww...
Girls!!!
Just makes you go topsy-turvy.

You might think that why was I bloody disturbed? After all, its not that a big deal.

But

For me, it was!!

She is my co worker and due to her abstract thought process, I had to suffer for one entire month. She always acted in an ill mannered way with me. Irrespective of my level of input, she always said to me that I don't do anything. It became so irritating that every part of me suffered. Every sphere of the life got its share of this burden and my overall performance saw a big dip.

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I was travelling in the metro and was thinking about my behavior. My self introspection paused as I played some music on my phone. A popular song, "Saada Haq" diverted the focus of my mind.

Fever of this rock music changed the course of things. The anger, tension and every other thought reached its peak and the volcano erupted in the form of sweat profusion. 

That helped me a lot as i got rid of extra pressure. As soon as I got my focal length adjusted, my mind started working and recovered from the sedation. I thought every instance and re-evaluated it.

"Rohini East. Doors will open on the left. Please mind the gap"

Metro announcement lowered my body temperature and my CPU got some rest.

Now my Crazzzzzzy Rupish was out of the cage.

My mind started popping some cool (for me), crazy (for others) and bugging(for her) thoughts.

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Thing to think is that is it only the mental narrowness of agnatic society or is it just a pseudo presumption of effiminate people?

I guess the need of the hour is to open this narrowness irrespective of the sex.
Time to think some more...

P.S- One of my crazy thoughts was to write this blog and post it on her FB account...

Mental Virginity- Need of The Hour(Part-2)

Weekend!!
That part of the week when one gets chance to do what all he/she was planning to do since last 5 days.

From last 2-3 months, my schedule is jam packed with various duties and tasks to be performed in time. So, I get some free time just during the weekend and I enjoy it to the utmost level.

After an over burdened week, I finally managed to see the sunrise of Saturday (I know it sounds as if I am a soldier and is engaged in some battle or so, but believe me friends, last week was nothing less than a battle). I woke up late, kept roaming in the house frivolously and kept groping for the newspaper in the house. I enjoyed doing everything in ultra-slow motion.  :-P

After the sunny day passed, I went out with a friend to make my weekend as well as this evening more enjoyable. We ate at food joint and enjoyed some good music.  As and when I came back to my place, I switched on my laptop and opened a famous site to download some rocking numbers. By mistake I typed the top level domain as ".com" in stead of the one used to open the site. And the search results were not at all linked with the music, at least not with the kind of music for which I was searching online.

I was startled when I saw the screen of my laptop. I closed the web page and tried to divert my mind but it was of no use.

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Few years back, one of my seniors told me some websites on which I can play some cool PC games. I was unaware of the actual side of the coin. When I reached home from my school, I switched on the PC and the router. I was all set to play some different and exciting games. After I click on "Go", I placed my self in front of the blue world for the first time. I clicked on few links to search for the games on those sites but my ears turned red as I saw pornographic pics all over the site. I was shocked to see those pics on the 12" screen and I just switched off the computer.

Later that night, my sister called me and asked me that what all am I watching on the computer these days?
I understood the direction of this conversation but I just tried to confabulate as if I don't know anything. My sister is like God to me. She catches all the thoughts in my mind very easily. To my surprise, she just hugged me and told me that what I did today is natural but unethical. I still remember the exact words she said to me.
She said

" Rupish, I am not at all angry with you. Its very much natural in this age group. But you should know that what you saw today is actually included in mythologies of many cultures. 

In Hindu Mythology, Greek Mythology, Christianity etc, nude paintings of God and Goddesses are very common.  They were never seen with the eyes of a nymphomaniac. This art was considered divine and religious.

Its just the filthy mind of humans that is polluting this world. Mental Virginity is more important than physical virginity. Never ever pollute your mind with such thoughts".

I cried in front of her and told her my story. She said me that I trust you and I know that you will never ever resort to such things.

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Suddenly, I came out of the past and gave a pat on my back. I was happy that after the first encounter with pornography, my sister caught me. Even though I was not the culprit but I am happy that I had to confront her on this issue. Maybe she trusted me, maybe not. But her words of trust and faith in me made me go past these things.

And why I patted myself was that

I NEVER EVER LOOKED BACK.

P.S- Later, I re-opened the explorer and deleted the history. Because if this time I was caught, she would have killed me..
:P

Mental Virginity- Need of the Hour

 Yesterday, I was going back to my home after an exhausting and overloaded day. Connaught Place is the hub of Delhi and the metro trains are packed at the peak hours from its station. Somehow, after struggling with my muscle cramps and sweat showers, I managed to get inside the metro. I was standing in the 2nd compartment i.e next to the compartment reserved for ladies. After I gulped in some water and tried to wipe sweat using my handkerchief which was already drenched in sweat, I looked around and saw many faces with different expressions.

Sometimes, it becomes so interesting to look at the numerous faces around and to try to judge that what has happened with whom. Its the best option to pass the free time when the body and mind have already opted for retirement. Suddenly, I saw a face and my eyes were unable to move and mimic anyone further.
Brown eyes, long eye lashes, maybelline adding more beauty to this limitless beauty and the shimmering smile. My eyes just glued to this pretty face. I controlled my senseless thought process and noticed that she was feeling very uncomfortable. I saw around and understood the reason, over attention.

Many males were staring at her and this was making her feel quiet out of the place. On one side, I just saw the beauty and cuteness of her face,  on the other side people went beyond that limit.
A sudden current of anger and disgust passed through me. It was the moment where I was unable to think that how can I help her out. Before I could think of any possible solution, she thought of one- shift to ladies coach.
Maybe the crowd returned to being pointless after this but my mind and body were in no situation to be like them, at least not after this.
Is this,what we call "our well socialized society"?
Is this the correct way to treat another human of opposite sex?