Unfinished...

Sometimes life leaves some stories without a full stop. No matter, how much you try, you can never place that "Dot" after the chapter.

Maybe a person can forget such chapters but a for a guy like me, its next to impossible. And the next  means away from possible not before impossible.

Today I am happy that I completed one of such chapters which had the potential to haunt me through out my life. But the reason I still remember is that I am not satisfied.

Even after I placed the FULL STOP after this chapter, it will always remain

UNFINISHED

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Today one of our respected Ecology teachers called us for an extra class to the college.

I struggled to reach to the college gate at 9:10 but the class had to commence at 9am. Maybe 10minutes is not that a big deal for us but for our respected Ecology teacher, it was like I refused to answer a question, which was again like I was predicting that Pakistan will win against India in a cricket match. I guess now people can infer the seriousness of being punctual in his class.

My breath was heavy and body was profusely sweating. As I reached near the class, I saw everyone having a gala time in the canteen. This indication was enough for me to take a deep breath of relief. It was like a goat which was about to get butchered survived as the sword went past its neck but didn't hurt it at all.

I went and had a great laughter session with all my batch mates. At 9:20, the sir was here.

We all quietly and quickly settled in the class.

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Sometimes, you try hard, harder and hardest to solve the puzzle. But when you put all the available blocks in a sync, you see that one block is missing.

Even after putting this much effort, the puzzle will always remain unfinished.

Some chapters of one's life are like this unsolved puzzle. You get everything in place but the god just don't want you to complete this chapter. This page will always remain turned in your book.

                                                

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Sir started with the lecture on Ecology.

I must say, he is a great teacher. The way he explains everything, using numerous examples, is just extra ordinary. He tries very hard that the concept is clear in every mind. He is little strict but that is compensated with his teaching standards

But today my mind was flying out of this prison.

Of course this was a prison.

No matter how good he is, coming to the college when its a holiday is nothing better than going for a picnic and on the way tire gets punctured. We all were sitting as if we are beaten and made to sit in the class.

My mind was flying high but suddenly our teacher switched on the vacuum cleaner and I found myself inside its stomach.

"Hey you!! Where are you today?"
These words brought me out of the wonder land.

Crap!!

I never get that luck card. Caught again...

             

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Today I was busy thinking about an unfinished story of my life.

Exactly two years in past, I was working hard to get a seat in the medical college at this time. I left my college, leisure, sleep and entertainment to find my self wearing that DOCTOR'S COAT.

But this chapter never got its "DOT".

I tried twice but never landed up in a college that can make a MBBS doctor. The reason that I mentioned MBBS is that I got a seat in the best BDS college of India but left it to fulfill my dream.

I gave it a second shot thinking that I would regret that Why I never gave my dream another shot. Today I am happy that I tried again, unlike many of friends who regret this. But I am not satisfied.

No matter how much I try to end this thing, it would always be a loose end. This story would ways be

Unfinished.

Its not always the death which leave things unfinished. Most of the times its just too difficult, too expensive and too scary. Its only when once you stop, you realize how hard it is to start again, how hard it is to start something new again. so you force yourself not to want it but it is always there and until you finish it, it will always be .............

P.S- With time I got some closure too.                     

And I Feel So Lonely....

Today my colleges re-opened for the next academic year.
I was supposed to be excited,happy and in crusading zeal. Instead, I was drowning in my self created black water of thoughts. There are times when you wait for something to happen but when it actually happens, you feel that it was useless waiting for that thing to happen. Something like this happened with my excitement for the colleges to re-open.
Such perplexed thoughts eclipse the beauty of the day. Person gets baffled by his own thought machinery. In the end, all these thoughts find their concentric center at "being lonely".

A person associates his/her low points by pasting the label of being lonely in life. Every one feels that life could have been better if someone would have been their. Someone,in whom we can find solace, a place just meant for "me". Someone with whom we can share all our pains. One with whom we can sit for hours and share inanity of our silly mind. A person in front of whom we can say anything,do anything, feel anything and share anything.
A person's one forth part of the life goes into drain just to find this "someone". Some lucky ones find the "someone" in their partner while the unlucky one's try to kill their loneliness using other means(like I am writing this blog to do the same :P). Even if you are having a partner, he/she may not be available when you need them. In that case, such absurd thoughts gasps into your mind.
But the question is that
Why do we always need someone when we know that we will be alone at most of the crucial situations in our life?

This can be considered as an inevitable desire of a person or ineffable need of the restless soul within our body. A person just needs a comforting hand going through the hair and giving the needed halt from the unstoppable struggle of this "not so chosen lifestyle". After an exhausting day, a person just needs that care and love which cant be quenched with any 7 hours sleep.

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Just while typing this blog, I came across a beautiful quote which gave me the needed strength and prepared me to face the next morning with the energy level at which I can lead any juggernaut. Its from some Anonymous source-
"When you are feeling lonely, your are actually an inch closer to millions of people who are having the same feeling at this moment"

I hope that it will be of some help for all those who are still feeling
Lonely!!!
P.S- One can win any battle alone man.... 
Lets Go For The Glory!!!

Life in DU

Got up with a lazy face,went to the washroom to freshen up, slept on the pot to think what is going deep down or i should say WHILE thinking myself as a super hero. Finally, i won over all the obstacles. Credit goes to my hard work and constant motivational speeches( just a positive form of saying admonitions) from my parents. After winning, I celebrated my victory with a glass milk(which i hate) and newspaper.

Opened the newspaper and saw Kareena Kapoor dancing, Megan Fox running and Katrina Kaif drinking (aam panna). Guys possess special set of eyes. Only women are seen in one look,that too hot ones. To notice guys, we need to work harder. In between my angels, I saw some information of different colleges of DU.
I read few points. After 15 minutes i thought, " What a crap is this man!! There is nothing about canteen masti, running out of the class when teacher is writing, fighting with a gang if they have messed with your gang member. Just then I went to my room and wrote what I will tell the freshers about DU.
First of all, 5 DONTs. Because, its DU my friend,not the school. Its more important to learn DONTS first. If you don't agree, then have a look-


1) First and most the important one, Never ever ever talk to a friend of yours on phone while with a senior. If you do so, then at least don't ever tell your friend that the senior is a guy (make him jealous by describing some sexy female otherwise he will laugh at your bad luck),is bossy and is dragging you all the way to CP for his work. I know what will happen next and I want each of you to experience it. Why should I ruin the excitement...
2) Never laugh at any one in the college even if he/she is looking like a jackass. Later, he or she can introduce himself/herself as your teacher. Then, you will have a high level of rebuke in front of your class.

3) Never think that you have links and you are the boss. The Other person may have enough links to scare off yours. It can be very dangerous for your body, road and people walking on the road.
4) Never make a girlfriend in your class. Even try to avoid same college. This will give you the freedom to look for other beauties when she is not around. If you don't agree then listen to a few songs of a Bollywood movie, "Pyaar Ka Panchnama". Guys would understand this point.

CAUTION- Not following the above point can make your cheeks turn red and hot (hot is not something good here).
5) Never try to run out of the class while a teacher is writing. You are not KKKKrish, foot steps make sound. Common sense is not that common guys. Teacher can give you one of the biggest punishments for this offense.
Make you sit in the front row (Can't forget that entire week, urrrrrggggghhhhh).
Now few things that you should DU in the college. After all, college life is to enjoy.
DOs

1. Try to do all the DONTs. So that you can learn the importance of my golden words.
2. For all the dudes, do sneak into GCR (Girls Common Room) when no one is around and inside. There are comfortable sofas and mirrors all around.
3. For all the girls, do make a boyfriend. He would be your cashier and bodyguard.
4. Do eat Maggie and drink coffee near Law Faculty in winters. The atmosphere around, chilling weather and friends. All are at their top most level. 
5. Call Kamla Nagar as KNax and Vijay Nagar as VNax. It sounds cool as well as a mark to distinguish a DU student from the crowd.

This is what a DUait should know before entering the Restricted Zone where nothing is restricted.